Saturday, January 23, 2010

Panic and being useful

I really only have two things on my mind at the moment. One of them is the sense of feeling useful again. I have come back to Wellington(nice weather!) and I am suddenly of use - Bennett wants to talk to me, he wants me to do things with him, I am cooking and doing washing and cleaning - I have not really done any of these things for a month now cause when I am with me mother she does them all. I am not sure if i am lazy or if I simply regress when I am in my mothers presence(it may be a bit of both) It could be that my mother is simply wonderful - Bennett seems to think so because he barely talks to me when she is around.
The other thought that has been taking up a lot of brain power is PANIC. I start a new job in a number of days and I still have no idea what my timetable looks like, and what these people will be like at my new school - I must admit I do actually feel really sad that I won't be at WHS teacher only days this year (now that is really sick!) I am in want of a cure for this panic, any ideas?

5 comments:

  1. Take every day as it comes. The future is seldom how we imagine it.

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  2. I can certainly understand your feelings of uncertainty at this moment, but I think Richard is right (again, damn it).

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  3. You don't get to run three bass bags by being dumb.

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  4. I read Richard's very wise comment the other day, and thought to myself when did Richard get so wise. But wise comes with old age, he has been around the block a lot - when we have been around as long as him we also will be able to pass on little 2 liner bits of wisdom.

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