I really only have two things on my mind at the moment. One of them is the sense of feeling useful again. I have come back to Wellington(nice weather!) and I am suddenly of use - Bennett wants to talk to me, he wants me to do things with him, I am cooking and doing washing and cleaning - I have not really done any of these things for a month now cause when I am with me mother she does them all. I am not sure if i am lazy or if I simply regress when I am in my mothers presence(it may be a bit of both) It could be that my mother is simply wonderful - Bennett seems to think so because he barely talks to me when she is around.
The other thought that has been taking up a lot of brain power is PANIC. I start a new job in a number of days and I still have no idea what my timetable looks like, and what these people will be like at my new school - I must admit I do actually feel really sad that I won't be at WHS teacher only days this year (now that is really sick!) I am in want of a cure for this panic, any ideas?
Take every day as it comes. The future is seldom how we imagine it.
ReplyDeleteI can certainly understand your feelings of uncertainty at this moment, but I think Richard is right (again, damn it).
ReplyDeleteYou don't get to run three bass bags by being dumb.
ReplyDeleteI read Richard's very wise comment the other day, and thought to myself when did Richard get so wise. But wise comes with old age, he has been around the block a lot - when we have been around as long as him we also will be able to pass on little 2 liner bits of wisdom.
ReplyDeleteFflur, no one likes a smart arse.
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