I really only have two things on my mind at the moment. One of them is the sense of feeling useful again. I have come back to Wellington(nice weather!) and I am suddenly of use - Bennett wants to talk to me, he wants me to do things with him, I am cooking and doing washing and cleaning - I have not really done any of these things for a month now cause when I am with me mother she does them all. I am not sure if i am lazy or if I simply regress when I am in my mothers presence(it may be a bit of both) It could be that my mother is simply wonderful - Bennett seems to think so because he barely talks to me when she is around.
The other thought that has been taking up a lot of brain power is PANIC. I start a new job in a number of days and I still have no idea what my timetable looks like, and what these people will be like at my new school - I must admit I do actually feel really sad that I won't be at WHS teacher only days this year (now that is really sick!) I am in want of a cure for this panic, any ideas?